Each day is harder. I miss your laugh and smile. I don't understand. I wish I would have never told you that you could go. I am sorry I never was able to say the right thing. I wish I could have told you how much i loved you and wanted you to come home. But everything I said seemed to be wrong. When they took you to the operating room it just felt like other times, and they would bring you back. but they did'nt. I'm sorry Bri. I miss you so much.... Love, Mom