My dearest Bri I wasn’t going to write today, the day you went to heaven. I just want to still pretend it’s not true. Just don’t really want to think about this day. It hurts my heart. It wants to make me scream that it is not fair!! It has been 14 years, but it seems like yesterday. Our lives were forever changed! I just try to look forward to the day that we will be reunited in heaven. I’ll see that beautiful smile and hear that laugh I miss so much! And yes, I even want an eye roll. Most of all, I just want to hold you tight and tell you I love you