susanhutchinson61 31st January 2009

It has been 3 years,. I didn't want people to think we didn't remember, but you know we remember every second of every day and the pain is just as great today as three years ago. Everyday is just like the day before, pretending it doesn't hurt when it does. Pictures of your graduation came today. thought I could look at them but I can't. The worse part about the anniversary of your accident is it just makes it more real that another year has gone and I haven't been able to see you . It is like a prison sentence and you keep thinking... well, maybe this year. I don't know other than it sounds crazy. I miss you and love you and there is nothing I can do but go on because I have to. Wish things were different. Love you always. Mom