My dearest Bri, Sometimes my heart break so that it weeps and sobs in utterings that only God can understand. We haven't been over to the accident site much, it seems it gets harder instead of easier. We have flowers to bring over for Christmas. I hope one of us can get them over. I want to come, but it just makes me so, so sad. It is really hard around Christmas. I try not to be sad, and I can hear you say "Don't cry Mama, don't cry" I just miss you so much. Want to wish you a Merry Christmas in Heaven. We all miss you. LOve and miss you always. Mama