Bri, I hadn't realized it's been so long since I visited this site. I can tell you though there isn't a day that goes by I dont think about you. It's been almost 13 years since you became a major part of my life. Your kidney has now failed, but the pancreas is still working. Almost 2 years ago I found out I'd be lucky to get 2 more years out of it. Your parents were the second call I made. Your dad and sister offered to give me theirs, it meant the world to me. When i first found out i was really upset. Then kinda got to the point where I just said it is what it is. Then a couple weeks ago they wanted me to get a cath for home dialysis. My doctor says if I feel bad go straight to the er. I haven't been feeling real bad. My sister has testing this week. I have faith that God is holding off until we find out. That's what I need to believe. I'm also back on the list. That in its self is horrible. I hated that list. Yes we all know it saves people, but we also know a family is grieving a horrible loss. After meeting your family the guilt was horrible. Here I was getting a second chance while you were gone. I know if you couldn't be here that's what you wanted. I've never said I was lucky, I was blessed that you gave me that second chance. I was blessed for getting to know your family and know all about you. Because of you I had the baby girl I always wanted, although she's not the quiet little angel I thought she'd be. Lol your kidney gave me a great 12 years 10 months that I wouldn't have got if it wasn't for you. You are and always will be my angel! Continue to watch over all of us, I know you will! Love you.