Bri, As always I miss you. Just sitting here crying. Why couldn't we all stay a family. It is so hard. All the mistakes I made.The one thing I didn't want to fail at was not being a good mom. I miss you so much. I wish I could see you and talk to you. It is not fair. I know a lot of good came from your death, but you not being here hurts more every day. I wish you could come home. I love you and I am so sorry I didnt do the right thing. I tried. I really did. I love you.