My dear Bri, I have sent you a bunch of messages but for some reason they didnt go through. I believe that somehow you got them anyway. I miss talking to you ...the last time you were at the house for a few days and everyone was here, we were here as a family. I heard you upstairs laughing and it was so nice to hear everyone getting along. It has been over six years and I still replay the night before the accident over and over again in my mind. I was upset and angry but not at you and I feel I took some of that frustation out on you. For that I hate, and what I wished I would have said is that nothing mattered and most of all I just wanted you to move back home. oh, Bri, sometimes the missing you gets worse instead of better. Please know I love you sosososos much. I will always love andmiss you and I think of you everyday. Mom